I'm a person who is constantly stuck in the world of my mind so what I may say here may seem contradictory, but it works. Really.
I'm actually mostly talking about the subject of art here but I think anything can apply to anything in life, so do as you must.
I'm mainly talking from my experiences so you can agree with me or not or say that I'm wrong, if it doesn't apply to your life, don't listen to me.
I have no reason for writing this, but the thoughts rose up suddenly and I wanted to capture them. I find writing these random wisdom journals enjoyable lol. So.. contemplate for yourself. The theme of doubt keeps occurring everywhere, from the concerns of my friends and just in general the people around me. So I feel I must have a say.
(Warning: This gets very philosophical, so just giving a warning for people who don't like that stuff lol XD)How to stop doubting yourself constantly?
First off,
everyone doubts themselves.Even the most amazing artist you know of.Perhaps they don't doubt themselves to such an extreme, but those waves and sparkles of doubts occur inevitably, visitors that come and pass.
But they've learned to keep the balance and always go for the best in their art. They don't go to the extremes of doubt to the point they give up on their potential entirely.In a world that's highly compartmentalized from the start, ever since you were a kid, especially even now if you're older, people seem to set themselves apart, all following a certain path that leads comfortably somewhere usually.
Already decided what their abilities are,
what they're going to do,
and their overall general capability and intelligence.
And that's fine, that works out for many people.
However, some are left stuck.
Many people are left bundles of potential and wrangled thoughts, wanderings, wants, ambitions,
but it's all kept inside of them. Ultimately, they end up doing nothing.Because they doubted themselves too much.
They're too scared to take action to get to the bottom of their doubt, even if the doubt isn't on the front line of their mind.
A quite universal thing really, and I see this happens with artists a lot too, especially with the great competitions we all have to face if we want to get serious. I will convince you that doubt is a truly terrible thing.
There are many reasons intense doubt happens, and I'll give a few I think are very impacting.
- Having a disposition (a person's inherent qualities of mind and character) that they are forever stuck in their abilities. No matter what. Basically rigidness.- It scares them from doing anything.
- Because they've already decided their abilities can no longer improve.
- That their abilities are going to stay the way they are forever.
- When action is not taken, of course, inevitably, they won't improve.
- They've forgotten what it means to learn something.
- Being scared that you'll be judged too much by other artists, even more scary if they're way better than you.
- We all go through our moments and times where our art just isn't what we want them to be. But don't stop there.
- Focusing too much on the opinions of others to the point they don't help you but completely tear you down. That's the extreme you don't want.
There's a quote that comes to mind that I hold dear to me,
“Nobody tells this to people who are beginners, I wish someone told me. All of us who do creative work, we get into it because we have good taste. But there is this gap. For the first couple years you make stuff, it’s just not that good. It’s trying to be good, it has potential, but it’s not. But your taste, the thing that got you into the game, is still killer. And your taste is why your work disappoints you. A lot of people never get past this phase, they quit. Most people I know who do interesting, creative work went through years of this. We know our work doesn’t have this special thing that we want it to have. We all go through this. And if you are just starting out or you are still in this phase, you gotta know its normal and the most important thing you can do is do a lot of work. Put yourself on a deadline so that every week you will finish one story. It is only by going through a volume of work that you will close that gap, and your work will be as good as your ambitions. And I took longer to figure out how to do this than anyone I’ve ever met. It’s gonna take awhile. It’s normal to take awhile. You’ve just gotta fight your way through.”
- Ira Glass
- While I can agree that there are truly talented people who may be born with an artistic mindset, don't focus too much on a whole talented and untalented divide way of thinking in the art world.
- Don't ever say, "I don't have talent. Things won't come as easy to me."
- Just saying you don't have talent is another way of limiting yourself and squandering your abilities mentally. Open up more possibilities for your art!
But this may be true in your case, you not having that "talent", depending on what you've done to drive your art forward relentlessly, so you don't have talent.
But you can become talented. (Don't argue with semantics here with me please).
Our brains are malleable and capable of change. Program a skill into your brain and exercise it constantly, and then things will come evermore naturally for you. Don't let your current abilities stop you.
And that programming happens through being mindful, and actually making art.
- Predicting the future prematurely, this leads into my next point too.
- Again, you're limiting the possibilities that could happen in your art if all you do is constantly predict how everything is going to turn out.
"Dang. I'm just going to keep messing this up because I'm not good enough."
Well, you can try changing that, you know. Don't let yourself fall into the same patterns over and over! Do something!
- This about wraps it all up. Not living in the moment. Seriously. And I'm not saying living in the moment to where your mind goes completely loose and you let go of everything mindlessly. To be honest I think living in the moment is the most important thing in anything that you do.
- By not living in the moment, just plainly already accepting the fate of their current state, to the point they give up entirely on their goal.
- When you doubt yourself, it's a resistance to live in the moment.
- And when you resist to live in the moment, you resist any possibilities of changing your situation, your abilities.
People who don't live in the moment are in a constant state of anxiety.
Living in the moment? What's that exactly?
When someone doesn't live in the moment and takes it to the extreme, they're always looking to the future to the point where they don't take any action now.
Everyone experiences this to some extent, since we are mental creatures and that our society seems to put emphasis on the future. We constantly make abstractions that distract us from what's happening right now. We always have some idea of the future or the past.
But you can't be constantly stuck in the abstraction of your wants and the future.
Because what matters right now, is now, and change can only happen now.
Many artists can seem to wait for a future that will never necessarily come.
They seem to anxiously want to become better to the point where they want that future of them becoming a better artist to just happen already, without them putting the true effort and mindfulness right now to actually get there.
And ultimately, that's what keeps many artists from improving.
So, that's why many people say, to become a successful artist, you must work hard.
Mindfulness, awareness, in the moment, with our artwork.
Putting care in every line and stroke we put.
But some of us miss that meaning of having to work hard, because we can be too wrapped in doubt to work harder.
When you live in the moment, you open up more possibilities and your potential can channel effectively depending on how much effort you put in.
Not living in the moment is something that happens to all of us, so don't worry. Especially when many of us live in a world where we're constantly looking to the future, looking towards that good college, that good job, that good house, etc.
But it's better of course to be aware of living in the moment more consciously, so you can control your situations with even more force and intention.
So,
Learn to control your anxieties. Don't let them overtake you.
You don't deserve that grab of negativity.
Don't give doubt such a negative connotation. I see doubt as only the opposite of the action that drives you to accomplish something. When doubt lingers too long in your mind, just remind yourself that you're only just preventing yourself from improving your art and overall mood and positivity in order to get better.
You don't deserve such negativity, I believe no one does.
So, really think about it. Even if you're not really the type of personality who sits for an hour or so contemplating things. What do you really go overboard with, in the realm of doubting yourself in your art? It will really help.
It's truly that simple.
Mistakes also seem to receive tons of negativity.
I know this gets said over and over again, but without mistakes or unwanted things in your art you'll never know what you like and what looks wrong to you.
And that helps a lot.
Just don't give yourself any negative connotations. Even if you've been lazy in trying to improve your art or you've procrastinated too much, dare to give yourself the knowing that you can become better and change.
So,
What are you resisting, really? Think about it.
Are you resisting this moment,
Are you resisting the amount of work you really have to put in, in order to improve in your artwork?
Are you resisting the amount of research (that'll matter anyway no matter how frustrating it is) you'll have to do in order to learn the necessary skills that your artwork needs?
Unacceptance of what lies ahead in order to drive your art forward.
Resistance does nothing, only holds back action.
Remember to also work towards your strengths every once in a while, even if you're trying your hardest to explore what's not your strength so you can get better.
And really,
don't escape from what you must do, what you need in your artwork.
Don't escape from the perils from learning anatomy, perspective, learning how to draw from life, linearting, learning how to draw environments, etc.
You can always find shortcuts and tricks, but if you've been stuck a while, you know very well what you must do.
You gotta get through those difficult times in your art whether you like it or not.
And don't stress yourself out over it too much, seriously.
Take your time and let the information you need to know sink in.
Having a bunch of mental negative noise in the background will just block everything.
Without the stress, then what you learned will flow easier and much more powerfully!
How awesome will that be?
Don't doubt yourself. Just try. At least you tried. Better than not moving forward at all. Trying is moving forward in my opinion, even if you've failed, because now you know a better picture of what you must do, learn, and fix.
We artists, we are creators.
Let go of all the unnecessary doubt you have,
and exist in the moment, putting in the care that your art needs.
Care about your art enough to take the action that it needs.
Your mind will be clearer that way.
Get through those seemingly frustrating moments of dealing with anatomy, mastering environments and all that, because in the end that effort matters.
Notice how everything I just said basically leads into the same thing. Or is a different manifestation of the same thing. The forthgoing of action!
Not many dare to touch on this subject, so I hope I've saved you some time by helping you dodge tons of mental stress.
No matter if you're one of those brilliant, vibrantly imaginative, thoughtful people, what ultimately brings forth your artwork is action.
I have to remind myself constantly not to wander too long in my mind in the planning/idea stages all the time.
Don't doubt, just do.
Let the world see what you can do.
Wish the best for your artwork!
Sorry if this was too intense lol XD. This is a problem I've dealt with myself countlessly, and I see many of the artists struggle around me all the time, and I sincerely want them to know that it doesn't have to be so difficult.
Remember that art is an expressionThis is what I see many artists struggle with.
get ready for a feels train sorry
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It's easy to just close in on yourself and choose to stop creating.
But really what should stop you from creating? From expressing?
I don't care if you're the nerdiest math nerd ever who sees expressing yourself as inferior or something, art is expression, and expression is a beautiful thing.
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So how have you been doing?
Good art should inspire not discourage you.When you encounter or see someone who is way more skilled than you are, don’t be discouraged. That’s not how it’s supposed to be?
Instead, be taken in by the life in what they express or create, instead of always having thoughts zipping around your mind about how you’re “inferior in skill.” I see artists who are levels beyond me all the time, sometimes of course I’d too get blown away by the amount of detail/thought in the drawing that my confidence shatters.. but that’s not how it should be.
When I see their artwork I’m drawn in by their great effort to turn their idea/vision to life, and I want to join in on that too. That would be strange if people who were truly immersed into their craft ended up making people idling in their efforts, those who gaze on shouldn’t be discouraged but inspired. Driven. Driven to make something too.
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